Lately I’ve been in this awful headspace. I feel so not into anything I know I’m supposed to be into. I don’t want to travel, the thought of going out and partying makes me want to stay at home and sleep for days. Even my job just seems really dull and not important. I just feel like this little speck of dust in this huge fast paced world. Everyone around me seems to be having fun and making memories. They all seem so cheap. I don’t want to go get wasted out of my mind. I don’t want to feel out of control of my emotions even more so than I am now. I feel like maybe there are others. Maybe everyone else is faking too.