Feeling Nostalgic

Beauty, Travel, Writings

I feel like every couple months I find myself getting back in touch with an old friend.  I used to be the girl that would kind of migrate friend group to friend group.. Not in a negative-can’t stick with people because I’m fake kinda thing, I was just in this crazy space where I was finding myself.  Specifically my junior year of high school is where I think I did the most jumping around and growing.  I was that kid that spent more time out doing nothing with my friends than at home doing my school work.  I had such a good group of people in my life at that time, and there was quite a few of them.  We don’t keeep in touvh as often as we should now.  Heck, some of us don’t even speak. People change, people grow, and our personalities really develop from our experiences.  These pictures bring me a little bit of sadness but always make me look back and smile.  This week I have been trying really hard to reach out to some old friends pictured above just to say hi and make sure they’re doing well.  Just because you stop talking everyday doesn’t mean you have to act like you don’t know someone.  We used to share all these inside jokes and memories together.


My writing and posts are about to get a little all over the place I think.  I’ve been dealing with a lot lately and just find some solace in putting random thoughts out there.  Thank you guys for reading this if you do.  This is just a nice outlet for me to say whatever I want, even if it isn’t written perfectly and doesn’t quite make sense.  I’ll tell you guys more soon. Thank you so much!



A Weird Sad Little Poem Kinda Thing


Lately I’ve been in this awful headspace. I feel so not into anything I know I’m supposed to be into.  I don’t want to travel, the thought of going out and partying makes me want to stay at home and sleep for days.  Even my job just seems really dull and not important.  I just feel like this little speck of dust in this huge fast paced world.  Everyone around me seems to be having fun and making memories.  They all seem so cheap. I don’t want to go get wasted out of my mind.  I don’t want to feel out of control of my emotions even more so than I am now.  I feel like maybe there are others.  Maybe everyone else is faking too.

Leather and Tattoos 

OOTD, Travel

Hello hello! Happy Thursday everyone!  Today I am excited because my boyfriend finally got the opportunity he has been waiting for for atleast a year!  He got news that he will be starting as a tattoo apprentice in the near future!  If you know us personally you know that’s a huge huge deal!  A lot of exciting stuff is happening and I decided to share a side that I don’t think I’ve shared on here before, I fucking love tattoos.  Right now I just have two small pieces that are easily hidden but my goal is to have a sleeve and get a big piece on my hip.  So sexy. Ugh.  I just want to be covered in flowers and meaningful things.  I haven’t gotten anything in months and it’s killing me but I’m trying to save for bigger things.

I decided to share our last trip to our favorite and only place worth going to in the Fort Smith area, Fort City!  This was actually a few weeks ago because I had gotten Lucas a tattoo for Christmas ;).  He got the fool tarot card and got Jeff to make the dog look similar to his own dog.  Such a cool idea and no better place to go for it!

Hope you guys found this kinda interesting.

I’ll be back tomorrow with some more material..


Freelance Work 


Hey guys!  The past year I have gotten so into makeup.  I have always been one of those girls obsessed with makeup tutorials but never really really got into all of the high end products and doing full glam everyday until I graduated and had some more time on my hands to get ready in the morning. My whole life seems to revolve around makeup at this point and I have had this huge urge lately  to get into doing other peoples makeup but I am not entirely sure what would be the best way to go about doing that.  I’m thinking about going to school but I honestly just want to start doing peoples faces.  I am definitely more of an enthusiast right now because I’ve never had the opportunity to work on a client.  This year I want to make that happen.  My youtube will be filled with looks, recreating some old ones I never filmed (pictured above) and getting creative with new ones.  I want you guys to see some cool stuff from me and would love for people to want to get their faces beat by me. 😉 I am just so excited and want to branch out and get more into it.  I feel like I have so many ideas but just need more faces to work with!  For now I’m just going to say keep an eye on my youtube and follow me on Instagram to get a look at all of the stuff I’m going to be coming out with soon!  Can’t wait to get this going.